Sunday, September 23, 2018

White paint and patience


     Okay so this isn't the third in the series of Arctic trip posts but I'll get back to them, I promise. This morning at 6:30 my eyes popped open and I couldn't get back to sleep. (Stop laughing all of you larks who love to mock my night-owl ways!) I lay there for a while and had a lovely think which usually sends me right back to sleep. Not this morning. After about an hour I decided to get up and make some tea. I thought about writing a blog post and then realized I was a bit chilly and what I really wanted was to put on the puffy vest I bought aboard the Ocean Endeavour this summer. The vest was downstairs sitting on the desk beside the sewing machine.

     It's a bit of a story. I've discovered that aboard a ship the crew is always painting something. I don't think there was a single day that passed that I didn't see a crew member, paintbrush in hand, touching up railings or trim or something. Most of the time there were signs posted or areas were roped off, that is unless you happened to inadvertently get into an area you weren't supposed to be in. There were sliding glass doors on either side of the reception area which led to the stairs when the ship was docked. When the ship wasn't docked the stairs (gangway?) were stowed but you could still get out the glass doors. I had seen other people out there admiring the ice as we went on our way and I was in need of some fresh air so I went through the automatic doors and onto the small platform.
     I took some photos and, when I'd had enough fresh air, turned around to go back into the ship. Nothing happened. I waved my arms around, tried standing in different places. Still nothing happened. By this time I was getting a wee bit chilly and I also felt pretty stupid. There were people roaming around on the inside of the ship so I tried to get someone's attention. No luck. I didn't want to knock loudly on the glass and attract everyone's attention. I just wanted one kind soul to notice me and walk towards the doors so I could get in. Knocking on the glass was definitely an option but I decided before I did that I would try to see if there was another way in.
     I left my post by the door and walked toward the bow. Dead end. I walked back to the door and walked toward the stern. This was a bit trickier since the gangway was folded up and there wasn't much space between it and the side of the ship. I went as far as I could to another dead end. On the way I must have brushed against something. I went back to my station outside the glass doors and before I could knock, someone stepped into the magic zone that opened the doors for me. I walked inside trying to look nonchalant. No one took particular notice.
   After dinner that night I noticed there was something white on my vest. It didn't seem to want to brush off. No worries. I'd wash it out in the basin and all would be well in the morning. Nope. The substance on my vest wasn't coming out. When the vest was wet it looked hopeful but as it dried the white splotches where still there. I tried again when I got home pre-soaking the stain first. No luck. It must be white paint and the only place I can think of picking that up was on my little adventure outside the glass door.
     When I was in the library in Pond Inlet I picked up a patch to sew on my pack. It was bigger than most of the other patches and I wasn't sure where I'd put it. When I realized the stain wouldn't come out of the vest, I tried the patch to see if it would cover the white marks. It did so I pinned the patch on and then got distracted by something else and left the vest by the sewing machine. This morning when I was debating about what to do I decided it would be a good time to sew on the patch.
     As with most things the process wasn't straightforward. The patch needed to be sewn on above a pocket so I had to be careful to just catch the top layer of fabric. Also patches are nasty tough things and hand sewing isn't my favourite indoor sport. I started in, had to pull out several stitches several times and eventually got the patch on the vest. The house was quiet and as I sewed I thought about building the ukulele. How many times did I have to redo things? How many times did things actually got smoothly? Now many repairs have gone into it so far? I realized that I wasn't cranky when I had to pull out stitches. If I wanted the patch to lie relatively flat I had to fix the mistakes when I noticed them. It would take the time it would take.
     I don't know if I was a patient kid. I've long known I have patience for some things and not for others. What I realized this morning is that, on a good day, I can be patient when my usual response is irritation. On a good day...

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